I'm still in love with who you used to be.

I want to do it your way this time.

I felt the tiny little kick of the baby inside my sister's growing tummy and right then and there, all the bullshit my life seems to draw in dissappeared. What is important to me these days has changed. No longer am I trying to hunt down the man with the substances to heighten my night and I can see clearly now who loves me for who I am. I know I have flaws but I think there's beauty in all my imperfections. There has to be right? If not, then we'd all be walking robots, doomed to succeeded without learning any of life's lessons. I know I've learnt mine.

Recently at a dinner party I looked around the table and realised how talented all my lovely friends are. So I got thinking and decided to channel all this bad energy I'm trying to rid myself of into something great. This little project of mine is still to be concieved and I guess you can kind of call it two drunk teenagers on the verge of having sexual relations for the first time. Clueless yet determined.

Everybody likes to add in their two cents on a situation they know nothing about and is quick to look at you with judging eyes. If only you knew.